Check Yo Self (Explicit)
It's been a while...
I can give you all the excuses in the world, but someone unknown once said, "Excuses are tools of incompetence. They build monuments of nothingness, and those who specialize in them seldom accomplish anything." So lets WORK!
It's summer, so there's a plethora of people I have Showed Up for, events I've Showed Out at, but at this moment there is nothing I feel compelled to Show Off for. In times like these I journal and self reflect, but when I'm blocked I just read a past journal entry to motivate myself. At the end of the day no one can check me better than I can check myself. This is typed as it was written, unedited, so it is in it's rawest form with run on sentences, explicit language and all.... Without further ado, here's my journal entry from June 7th 2017:
"I love me some me! I know my heart and my love for others and myself. I just need people who love her fully and not judge her for who she is not. I am not your average woman, I am not prude or vain, I am not conventional, I am not the girl next door, I am not quiet, I am not your doormat, I am not a virgin, I am not stupid, dumb or ignorant.... There are so many things and so many people that I am not. Even though forever can go on about who and what I am not, there are so many things that I am. I am loving, beautiful, kind, fun, friendly, black, bold, straight forward, caring, honest, talented, amazing, dependable... I am woman, I am human, I am life, I am love, I am truth, I am spirit, I am free. I will not settle for less of myself and will not allow anyone to diminish my greatness. I know who I am and I am not, but there is also the potential of who I am yet to be. That woman is strong, courageous, knowledgeable, free spirited, a bad ass, and is unfuckable with. She defines her life and choses her amazing destiny and where it will lead.
If the unfuckable with Appiffanny could talk to you now, what would she say... Shit! What wouldn't she say, she doesn't give a fuck about your whining and laziness. Get the fuck off your ass and do what you said you would do, reach those goals, test those limits and stop caring what others think about you. Stop being afraid to fail! Cuz guess what bitch, you not DOING anything IS failing! And then what? You can complain and be depressed over it... Thought you wanted to be happy, then DO what you say. Hold yourself ACCOUNTABLE and give yourself permission to proclaim someone, who loves you as much as you do, as your accountability partner. If you need more than one, do it. You need people around you to push you to be the greatest and truest you possible. To constantly and consistently grow and evolve into all of your glory. You got this, just get out there and PUT IN WORK! YOU BETTA WORK BITCH! LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND ALWAYS WILL!!!! <3 XOXO Unfuckable with Piffy <3"
I would like to thank the people in my life who constantly hold me accountable. Three people TODAY called me out on my shit, so I had to do something, write something, NOW! Who can you count on to call you into action? When was the last time you looked in the mirror to check yo
self? Have you been procrastinating lately? If so... GET OFF YOUR ASS AND PUT IN WORK! GO BE GREAT!
XOXO Unfuckable with Piffy <3